My psychiatrist died...in September.

 I found out yesterday, because a refill didn't go through and I thought, you know, I should check for an obituary. 

I'm with a new practictioner, because in his hospital bed he was not able to manage my meds or do a Zoom call. I said goodbye to his answering machine in August-ish. (I know the time frame only because I was still at my old branch, I can see myself pacing and talking into the answering machine.) So, I didn't get a registered letter when he died. (I read all the comments on the guest book to his obituary, some people did get registered letters.) I feel guilty for not sticking with him to the end. I feel guilty for not calling him personally. I wonder if I have voice mails in my phone...